I've wanted to write the last couple of days but don't really know how to start. So, here's the plunge:
I have another job.
That makes two teaching jobs, a tutoring job, a mom job and a primary job. Did I mention we are getting our house ready to sell? If I take those jobs and list the duties of them all, or even just think about them I start to cry. I've been crying a lot the last few days. The curious thing is that my emotions come from a place of strength. I am so weak, so humbled by the responsibilities that the Lord has placed in my path and yet I know:
He knows what's best for me.
I have felt so close to the Spirit as I have fasted and prayed on behalf of myself and my family. The next four months will be an enormous challenge. I am applying to a doctoral program, graduating with my Master's degree and starting the world of adjuncting and in the midst of all this chaos I feel so comforted.
Philippians 4:13. I got this.
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